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2009-09-04T04:05:15Z

There is no way you could have ever imagined you would be where you are now, with whom you are now. I live in Georgia now. I know RANDOM. I go to a tiny Bible college here, TFC.
I have found a man that I love very much. This might actually be the one.

LOCK-IN!

2007-04-14T20:32:14Z

So, tonight im putting on a lock-in.. im hoping and praying for 30! wouldnt that be awesome. I think we will get close. Tyler is chaperoning and so is.. NICK yep, he was out of town all week and came back to help! total surprise.
mm
so happy

i love my kids
were talking about being godly men and women.
i love my apex

20 more minutes!

today

2007-03-31T17:36:19Z

today is march 31st
tomorrow is tylers birthday
last night leslie and i went to his house
FAMILY DINNER
surprisingly very fun
then he came over and we watched hello dolly
haha
good times
now.. im at work. we (me and leslie and tyler) move into the town home in 4 weeks!! yep! can you believe it? I still am praying that nick comes with us, but who knows.
tomorrow the kids get confirmed.
im so excited for them

oh yeah
im a youth pastor now
haha
the youth group is almost 14!
we have a lock-in soon hoping for 35
im just so proud of all of them. theyre like my children

i have to buy paint soon
that sort of annoying
shouldnt that be free?
my quarter is hard.. good classes..just lots of work
God has given me so much piece of mind..
about everything
right on

peace and love
em

my poor baby

2006-12-30T21:40:44Z

yep im selling my car.. so sad.
but i need the money..
i love you skeeter you will forever be in my heart.
go back to school on monday.
NEW HOUSE
ahhhh
i want to look at it tonight.
real bad..
ok ok ok
back to work
20 MINUTES!

at work.

2006-12-26T20:51:58Z

heck yeah! i got called into work.. the ONLY day ALL of Christmas break.
i was so sick last week.
ew
puke
now its great
it might snow today..
hmm Christmas was great.. really truly great.
lots of family and fun and church-ness
and my presents were awesome too! i got new pots and pans!
yesss..
and almost enough money to make my very fist car payment.. man i got lucky with that first car haha
tonight hanging out with leslie and ben
hopefully emily alford too.
lunch tomorrow with pete
YES
we go back to school so very soon..
so soon..
indeed
well the boss man is a'callin..
pee ess.
i want a puppy.
named pocket
love
emily

echoes7 @ 2006-12-17T18:22:00

2006-12-17T22:22:15Z

all i try to do is make you happy.
and i cant even do that right.
i dont know what else im supposed to do.

yes, indeed

2006-12-16T20:56:45Z

I think i should start writing in this again. No one reads it except me. I go back and read old entries form as far back at 2001 can you believe that was 6 years ago em? I KNOW
so heres how things are today in your life.
when you look back and read this
be happy
you thought you liked jimmy
but you dont
you just got caught up in it. he liked you
a lot
he made you feel beautiful and special and blessed
but..
you didnt like him
you havent told him that yet, but you will someday soon hopefully
last night was friday night
all of your best friends were there
leslie
nick
and tyler was on the phone
you talked for a long time
you all kind of decided to get an apartment together
YES!!!!!!!!
can you believe THAT?
the 3 greatest people on earth
living
with you!
yep
So now your in school at wright state. you love it
you got a 4.0 this first quarter and now you are home for break.
remember those long breaks
2 months almost
dereks grandpa truman died. you went to the funeral and you loved seeing him again
ronnie moved to kentucky
you miss him
at least you will
ben is in NYC
yep AND hes not gay.
i know you thought he would be but hes not
kevin loved you
but you didnt love him
lindy has a new fabulous bf
and leslie is always there.. for you
alright lets see what else can be new
your first day at bath and body is on monday
i know your nervous.. its fine
God your daddy teaches you more and more every day. just shuttup and let him speak
dont curse. you looked so stupid when you did
dont be a tease
God laughed when you were
dont be a jerk
God was sad.
very sad

life

2006-09-30T14:03:26Z

I graduated FINALLY! and spent all summer making large decisions. I almost went to mexico, then God stopped me. They cut me open and sewed me back together again. It was a nice time, alone time. I started school. yep, real school and by real i mean real expensive. but that is not for me to worry about. God takes care of everything, even worldy things. I go to Wright State University. My DREAM school. Jason is up there. I only see him every once in a while and hes getting married soon. my how time just flies. Travis is.. no where. I love my floor and my CA. they are my favorite people in the world. Last night was homecoming Tyler, was nominated for King so of course we went. Tyler is my best friend. He's coming up to WSU with me and leslie next year. Leslie is good she works a lot. shes a PA (personal assistant) to a handicapped student. our classes our good and we're both doing amazing in them. i wonder is thats all
indeed

echoes7 @ 2006-07-15T14:20:00

2006-07-15T18:20:12Z

life is good

echoes7 @ 2006-03-29T22:32:00

2006-03-30T03:32:53Z

life is good
ive got good friends
god is bangin on the door and ive only cracked it open

echoes7 @ 2006-02-18T12:36:00

2006-02-18T17:43:40Z

a lot of things in my life make me happy
lesbo said it best when she said. this is the best time of our life..nothing spectaculer just normal..goodness

im sitting at work, where i make the perfect amount of money, at least for right now..
im not thinking about saving..yes thats bad but..saving only stresses me out. so im not going to do it..maybe ill start when i turn 18 and have a bank account all my own. yes..or whatever

i go to school everyday, where i have normal cool friends, normal dumb people..i like it a lot. people are nice to me. i am nice to them, i get ok grades and i like it.. i am friends with my teachers, like a loser, and i like it.

after school, i go to drama, where no one knows me except a few and i like it that way..i like those few...a lot. I got a normal role in the musical..just enough work to keep me occupied but not enough to stress.

on the weekends i hang out with my best friend. who doesnt judge or care or whine about how dumb i am. its normal and i like it.
on sundays i go to church-in a normal church, with problems like everyother church..

after school i will go to a very normal college..
and live a normal life

for God

and i like it

reflection time over..
where is lesbo when you need some lunch

echoes7 @ 2006-02-11T09:16:00

2006-02-11T14:29:46Z

this is not about anyone

i wish people were genuine
you know what i mean
i wish when they said they were something and they meant it
i dont want to go to a christian "club" (ug) and hear F*** you every 10 minutes
NOT SAYING THAT MEANS YOUR NOT A GOOD CHRISTIAN IF YOU CURSE
buuttt
as a christian
have some respect
i wish christians didnt drink

that drive me NUTS
i know
im annoying

I wish christians would encourage each other
all the time, just for being christians

i wish that everyone was good
i give everyone the benefit of the doubt and they stomp on it
well not everyone
you know what i mean

sitting at the underground last night the drummer of an amazing band ruined it by singing "every body in the club get tipsy" GREAT
these people are leading our worship

NOT SAYING THAT MAKES YOU A BAD CHRISTIAN
just
disappointing thats all
be who you say you are
or dont say your anything
im ok with that

but if your going to give us all a terrible name
at least do it with a little class

echoes7 @ 2006-01-14T08:59:00

2006-01-14T14:05:36Z

so..

GUESS WHERE I AM
hahha

i know i know
tool

whateve..
I think i started to slack on God..
and thats why satan got to me..
yes sir ee...

i was driving into work this morning and i was praying...and i decided to put on jay-son up-ton which i havent listened to in forever.

im listening to the first song..and it starts to skip..
LIKE REAL BAD.. :freedom btw:

so i get really really mad and start screaming at satan haha...

needless to say
it stopped
thanks God :)

I know this sounds absolutly terrible..
i know
but
i just need a crush...WAIT LET ME EXPLAIN

just so when my brain stops for a second it would go to him..NOT so it could take up my life..blah blah blah..
I dont even want a BEE EFF..
just someone to take up space..
is that too much to ask..

ive been running so much lately..
its good..
MUSICAL..
ahhhhhhh

auditions are in a couple of day..
yes!!
bens house avec emily on monday
yes!!
I just want to get a part :CROSSES FINGERS::
i know when i read this later I will regret it..
YESS!!!

well maybe i should do SOME work UGH
LOVE YOU MEAN IT
increase the peace
JOSE

dangit haha

2006-01-07T16:12:57Z

You scored as Theater. You should be a Theater major! Like a bohemian actress, you are seasoned and confident and not afraid to express yourself!

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Theater

100%

Linguistics

100%

Journalism

100%

English

92%

Engineering

92%

Sociology

92%

Anthropology

83%

Mathematics

75%

Philosophy

75%

Art

75%

Psychology

75%

Dance

67%

Chemistry

17%

Biology

17%

What is your Perfect Major? (PLEASE RATE ME!!<3)
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echoes7 @ 2005-12-22T09:09:00

2005-12-22T14:20:43Z

so, im sitting at work..
ive already gotten many nice gifts- a $50 check and $50 for tri-county thats what i like to call a party.. haha its slow here, itll make the day so by slow, but its ok, ive not nothing better to do than make money haha..so, just for my records..
jason and i broke up
yes laugh at this in a few years..
but the great thing is..were friends..
truly truly
friends and it feels good..
who am I to argue with God, if its not what wants...im not going to fight it..
i just want jason to be happy..
i packed up all his stuff to give back to him,
hes coming down for christmas..
all is well
shockingly..
ive always got my lesbo hahaha
yes!

echoes7 @ 2005-12-17T12:16:00

2005-12-17T17:33:26Z

yes BOREDOM..

Your Birthdate: April 7

You are an island. You don't need anyone else to make you happy.

And though you see yourself as a loner, people are drawn to you.

Deep and sensitive, you tend to impress others with your insights.

You also tend to be psychic - so listen to that inner voice!

Your strength: Your self sufficiency

Your weakness: You despise authority

Your power color: Maroon

Your power symbol: Hammer

Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your Birthdate: March 16

You're incredibly introverted and introspective. You live inside your head.

You spend a lot of alone time meditating and thinking.

People see you as withdrawn, and at times they are right.

You are caring and deep, but it may be difficult for you to show this side of yourself.

Your strength: Your original approach to thinking

Your weakness: You tend to shy away from others

Your power color: Pale blue

Your power symbol: Wavy line

Your power month: July

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

You Are Mexican Food

Spicy yet dependable.

You pull punches, but people still love you.

What Kind of Food Are You?

hahhaha

Your Ideal Relationship is Marriage

You've dated enough to know what you want.

And that's marriage - with the right person.

You're serious about settling down some time soon.

Even if you haven't met the person you want to get hitched to!

What's Your Ideal Relationship?

You Are 60% "Average American"

You are average because you live within three miles of McDonalds.

You are not average since you don't drink.

How "Average American" Are You?

embarassment

echoes7 @ 2005-12-14T06:46:00

2005-12-14T11:46:18Z

The Keys to Your Heart

You are attracted to good manners and elegance.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.

In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered.

What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

echoes7 @ 2005-11-26T14:15:00

2005-11-26T19:17:14Z

wow, i cant believe i havent been updatin this, im such a terrible person..man oh man.

life is pretty good
leslie and I are going to wright state FOR REAL
yes yes yes
y
e
s
im trying to get lots of money from places so i can go to college, im still working still struggling for money, but its cool i love it
i have all i need
leslie anyone?
jason anyone?
JES
i love it
i love you
yes you
if your reading this
i love you
and i mean
it
God swollen heart

echoes7 @ 2005-10-15T10:32:00

2005-10-15T14:38:26Z

well dont ya know what time it is..do nothing and get paid time! yes, ive finished all my work so now, i sit, until 5:00 yep thats right, then i go home, joy, alone on sweetest day, my sweetheart sucks, today..oh well guess we gotta make money somehow right? right?
ok
annoying
jes!

echoes7 @ 2005-10-14T20:44:00

2005-10-15T00:42:14Z

http://www.wright.edu/cgi-bin/ldap.cgi

nuff said..

enter in EMILY HOES

echoes7 @ 2005-10-11T16:44:00

2005-10-11T20:43:32Z

derek is getting married in 4 days..man im happy its not to me hahaha..my life ROCKS..i have my alwayssobernotbeatingdoesntwannahavesexyetdorky jason

echoes7 @ 2005-09-21T06:32:00

2005-09-21T10:33:01Z

list 10 facts about yourself and blahblahblahblah time time. then tag that many people.

6:32

1. i like to eat burritoes
2. my school is filled with soley pot heads and alcholics and..i kinda like it.
3. im going to mexico on a mission trip with leslie
4. i get my lisence back tomorow, but my mom cant take me haha so i get it friday
5. i like button makers.
6. i like polka dots and stripes
7. i have a french test today, andi actually think ill do bad,
8. im a sweet dancer.yeah thats right, i can bust a move haha
9. i get angry about typos, sometimes
10. im a nerd.

6:34

echoes7 @ 2005-09-08T06:31:00

2005-09-08T10:29:57Z

whoa so ive officially applied for college. I should know by the middle of october if im accepted or not. creepy right
yesterday was jas' b-day everthing went perfect, for once. time for school!

echoes7 @ 2005-08-25T20:15:00

2005-08-26T00:19:34Z

man im a beast..I LOVE SCHOOL haha and thats sad..
we all just get along so well..it makes me smile..
its senior year put the crap asside..
yes...
if only i could see leslie and jas every day
then
then
id be happy
thats the only thing that makes me sad
a lot sadder than it should
oh well tomorrow is friday and jas is spending the night
and then its saturday and leslies spending the night.
i work both saturday and sunday
sweet
mylife sucks
haha
i have no weekend
but its all good i guess
right?
im searching and not finding
havent started.
sweet
OH WELL its time to stop focusing on the negative my God is good.now if i could only find him..YES..
JOSE

echoes7 @ 2005-08-23T22:34:00

2005-08-24T02:38:37Z

ya know its not even not being able to see jas and leslie whenever i want
i swear its not that..
its that i cant go to school and i cant go to work
everything is a struggle oh how ill laugh on the other end of this..man oh man
i believe this is a generation where even their shadows are gunna heal people
oh Jesus i need you Jesus..
my mommy has abandoned me and now..all i need..IS MY DADDY
oh DADDY..I NEED YOU..IVE GOTTA HAVE HIM IVE GOTTA HAVE YOU LORD..

school is awesome though
i missed everyone a lot more than i thought.