Friday, September 4th, 2009
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12:03 am - You would have never guessed
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There is no way you could have ever imagined you would be where you are now, with whom you are now. I live in Georgia now. I know RANDOM. I go to a tiny Bible college here, TFC. I have found a man that I love very much. This might actually be the one.
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Saturday, April 14th, 2007
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4:30 pm - LOCK-IN!
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So, tonight im putting on a lock-in.. im hoping and praying for 30! wouldnt that be awesome. I think we will get close. Tyler is chaperoning and so is.. NICK yep, he was out of town all week and came back to help! total surprise. mm so happy
i love my kids were talking about being godly men and women. i love my apex
20 more minutes!
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Saturday, March 31st, 2007
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1:33 pm - today
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today is march 31st tomorrow is tylers birthday last night leslie and i went to his house FAMILY DINNER surprisingly very fun then he came over and we watched hello dolly haha good times now.. im at work. we (me and leslie and tyler) move into the town home in 4 weeks!! yep! can you believe it? I still am praying that nick comes with us, but who knows. tomorrow the kids get confirmed. im so excited for them
oh yeah im a youth pastor now haha the youth group is almost 14! we have a lock-in soon hoping for 35 im just so proud of all of them. theyre like my children
i have to buy paint soon that sort of annoying shouldnt that be free? my quarter is hard.. good classes..just lots of work God has given me so much piece of mind.. about everything right on
peace and love em
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Saturday, December 30th, 2006
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5:40 pm - my poor baby
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yep im selling my car.. so sad. but i need the money.. i love you skeeter you will forever be in my heart. go back to school on monday. NEW HOUSE ahhhh i want to look at it tonight. real bad.. ok ok ok back to work 20 MINUTES!
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Tuesday, December 26th, 2006
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4:51 pm - at work.
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heck yeah! i got called into work.. the ONLY day ALL of Christmas break. i was so sick last week. ew puke now its great it might snow today.. hmm Christmas was great.. really truly great. lots of family and fun and church-ness and my presents were awesome too! i got new pots and pans! yesss.. and almost enough money to make my very fist car payment.. man i got lucky with that first car haha tonight hanging out with leslie and ben hopefully emily alford too. lunch tomorrow with pete YES we go back to school so very soon.. so soon.. indeed well the boss man is a'callin.. pee ess. i want a puppy. named pocket love emily
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Sunday, December 17th, 2006
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6:22 pm
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all i try to do is make you happy. and i cant even do that right. i dont know what else im supposed to do.
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Saturday, December 16th, 2006
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4:56 pm - yes, indeed
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I think i should start writing in this again. No one reads it except me. I go back and read old entries form as far back at 2001 can you believe that was 6 years ago em? I KNOW so heres how things are today in your life. when you look back and read this be happy you thought you liked jimmy but you dont you just got caught up in it. he liked you a lot he made you feel beautiful and special and blessed but.. you didnt like him you havent told him that yet, but you will someday soon hopefully last night was friday night all of your best friends were there leslie nick and tyler was on the phone you talked for a long time you all kind of decided to get an apartment together YES!!!!!!!! can you believe THAT? the 3 greatest people on earth living with you! yep So now your in school at wright state. you love it you got a 4.0 this first quarter and now you are home for break. remember those long breaks 2 months almost dereks grandpa truman died. you went to the funeral and you loved seeing him again ronnie moved to kentucky you miss him at least you will ben is in NYC yep AND hes not gay. i know you thought he would be but hes not kevin loved you but you didnt love him lindy has a new fabulous bf and leslie is always there.. for you alright lets see what else can be new your first day at bath and body is on monday i know your nervous.. its fine God your daddy teaches you more and more every day. just shuttup and let him speak dont curse. you looked so stupid when you did dont be a tease God laughed when you were dont be a jerk God was sad. very sad
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Saturday, September 30th, 2006
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9:53 am - life
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I graduated FINALLY! and spent all summer making large decisions. I almost went to mexico, then God stopped me. They cut me open and sewed me back together again. It was a nice time, alone time. I started school. yep, real school and by real i mean real expensive. but that is not for me to worry about. God takes care of everything, even worldy things. I go to Wright State University. My DREAM school. Jason is up there. I only see him every once in a while and hes getting married soon. my how time just flies. Travis is.. no where. I love my floor and my CA. they are my favorite people in the world. Last night was homecoming Tyler, was nominated for King so of course we went. Tyler is my best friend. He's coming up to WSU with me and leslie next year. Leslie is good she works a lot. shes a PA (personal assistant) to a handicapped student. our classes our good and we're both doing amazing in them. i wonder is thats all indeed
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Saturday, July 15th, 2006
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2:20 pm
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Wednesday, March 29th, 2006
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10:32 pm
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life is good ive got good friends god is bangin on the door and ive only cracked it open
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Saturday, February 18th, 2006
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12:36 pm
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a lot of things in my life make me happy lesbo said it best when she said. this is the best time of our life..nothing spectaculer just normal..goodness
im sitting at work, where i make the perfect amount of money, at least for right now.. im not thinking about saving..yes thats bad but..saving only stresses me out. so im not going to do it..maybe ill start when i turn 18 and have a bank account all my own. yes..or whatever
i go to school everyday, where i have normal cool friends, normal dumb people..i like it a lot. people are nice to me. i am nice to them, i get ok grades and i like it.. i am friends with my teachers, like a loser, and i like it.
after school, i go to drama, where no one knows me except a few and i like it that way..i like those few...a lot. I got a normal role in the musical..just enough work to keep me occupied but not enough to stress.
on the weekends i hang out with my best friend. who doesnt judge or care or whine about how dumb i am. its normal and i like it. on sundays i go to church-in a normal church, with problems like everyother church..
after school i will go to a very normal college.. and live a normal life
for God
and i like it
reflection time over.. where is lesbo when you need some lunch
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Saturday, February 11th, 2006
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9:16 am
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this is not about anyone
i wish people were genuine you know what i mean i wish when they said they were something and they meant it i dont want to go to a christian "club" (ug) and hear F*** you every 10 minutes NOT SAYING THAT MEANS YOUR NOT A GOOD CHRISTIAN IF YOU CURSE buuttt as a christian have some respect i wish christians didnt drink
that drive me NUTS i know im annoying
I wish christians would encourage each other all the time, just for being christians
i wish that everyone was good i give everyone the benefit of the doubt and they stomp on it well not everyone you know what i mean
sitting at the underground last night the drummer of an amazing band ruined it by singing "every body in the club get tipsy" GREAT these people are leading our worship
NOT SAYING THAT MAKES YOU A BAD CHRISTIAN just disappointing thats all be who you say you are or dont say your anything im ok with that
but if your going to give us all a terrible name at least do it with a little class
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Saturday, January 14th, 2006
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8:59 am
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so..
GUESS WHERE I AM hahha
i know i know tool
whateve.. I think i started to slack on God.. and thats why satan got to me.. yes sir ee...
i was driving into work this morning and i was praying...and i decided to put on jay-son up-ton which i havent listened to in forever.
im listening to the first song..and it starts to skip.. LIKE REAL BAD.. :freedom btw:
so i get really really mad and start screaming at satan haha...
needless to say it stopped thanks God :)
I know this sounds absolutly terrible.. i know but i just need a crush...WAIT LET ME EXPLAIN
just so when my brain stops for a second it would go to him..NOT so it could take up my life..blah blah blah.. I dont even want a BEE EFF.. just someone to take up space.. is that too much to ask..
ive been running so much lately.. its good.. MUSICAL.. ahhhhhhh
auditions are in a couple of day.. yes!! bens house avec emily on monday yes!! I just want to get a part :CROSSES FINGERS:: i know when i read this later I will regret it.. YESS!!!
well maybe i should do SOME work UGH LOVE YOU MEAN IT increase the peace JOSE
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Saturday, January 7th, 2006
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11:12 am - dangit haha
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Thursday, December 22nd, 2005
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9:09 am
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so, im sitting at work.. ive already gotten many nice gifts- a $50 check and $50 for tri-county thats what i like to call a party.. haha its slow here, itll make the day so by slow, but its ok, ive not nothing better to do than make money haha..so, just for my records.. jason and i broke up yes laugh at this in a few years.. but the great thing is..were friends.. truly truly friends and it feels good.. who am I to argue with God, if its not what wants...im not going to fight it.. i just want jason to be happy.. i packed up all his stuff to give back to him, hes coming down for christmas.. all is well shockingly.. ive always got my lesbo hahaha yes!
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Saturday, December 17th, 2005
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12:16 pm
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Wednesday, December 14th, 2005
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6:46 am
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| The Keys to Your Heart |  You are attracted to good manners and elegance.
In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.
You'd like to your lover to think you are loyal and faithful... that you'll never change.
You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.
Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.
Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.
You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred.
In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. |
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Saturday, November 26th, 2005
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2:15 pm
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wow, i cant believe i havent been updatin this, im such a terrible person..man oh man.
life is pretty good leslie and I are going to wright state FOR REAL yes yes yes y e s im trying to get lots of money from places so i can go to college, im still working still struggling for money, but its cool i love it i have all i need leslie anyone? jason anyone? JES i love it i love you yes you if your reading this i love you and i mean it God swollen heart
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Saturday, October 15th, 2005
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10:32 am
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well dont ya know what time it is..do nothing and get paid time! yes, ive finished all my work so now, i sit, until 5:00 yep thats right, then i go home, joy, alone on sweetest day, my sweetheart sucks, today..oh well guess we gotta make money somehow right? right? ok annoying jes!
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Friday, October 14th, 2005
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8:44 pm
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